Ridiculous ; disgusting ; sensitive .
All these while I guess I have been wrong to blame it on others , when actually the problem had always been lying on me .
I woke up realizing it was all about me.
I sincerely apologize if anyone suffered .
Though I probably have to agree that you can't find any flaws in describing me using those three words , however it's still quite hard for me to accept that it all was my fault .
People often identify your imperfections as though they're perfect.
The reason for arguments...
The reason for bickers...
The reason for unhappiness...
I made you the reason for them .
When you sum it all up, and all you can find behind the word reason , are two letters ; me.
In this process of changing, guess I'm losing every other thing I possess.
I feel different now . Letting go of so many things , so many thoughts , so many of the voices inside me .
I've said it before , we let go of things , simply because of the reason it's too heavy.
The thought of being called sensitive , being called ridiculous by the someone I care for the most in the entire world, Someone I could sacrifice anything for, the thought of being so disgusting as a person, warms up my cheek.
Don't love me, cause I will never be good enough for you.
Advance Goodnights to everyone :)
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