Whenever I close my eyes

Do you have days where you get upset for no reason? 

Or perhaps there's a reason behind it, unknowingly your soul is devoured by sadness. 

However subconsciously, you'll be able to disclose the truth behind your frown. 

Do you find him attractive?

will you still go back to him?

if he decides to do something , you'll be mesmerize over him for sure

Just because he's better looking, he can play with everyone, as and when he likes. 

Thoughts... My thoughts are driving me crazy... I just can't stop... I'm sorry... 

I'm sad... Gosh.. Although it's in the past , but I can't get it out my mind. I tried very hard. 

If it's you, can you get it out of your mind? is that so easy? 

P.S. Whenever I close my eyes, it gets me every time. 

4 letters

Today's my first day of school. Orientation week. 

Words can speak a lot for someone. But to me, today can be summed up with just bearly one sentence :

I knew when I had to let go of you this morning, I'm letting you suffer within  your disastrous emotions, I wished to be there. 

Although I'm in school, I'm preoccupied by this someone, be it my heart or my mind. I'll stare at a certain place , or be in a daze. 

Unknowingly , my heart whispers...

Hearing songs that say, wanting to see a person but when you can't... 

It's definitely legit. 

At the end of everyday, every single day without this person by my side , I'll tell myself at night before I sleep

I'm aware, this person is feeling bad , real bad inside due to certain circumstances , the life of a normal teenager is taken away. 

Although I don't say it out , but .. 

No matter how hard things get, how strong the waves are gonna be, I know we are gonna sail through it together. I'll be there for you. Always. 

And yes, the 4 letter word in my life is bless. Bless to have you here with me. <3